your joy is my joy and my pain is yours,and vise versa. Those who run things in iceland and elsewhere do not know this... their professors are ignorant marionette´s seemingly of those screened up,... walking walls... pretending others don't matter, or this is my experience of iceland and in the whole culture we have today, always getting more colder and alienated or sick... but then how to wake up from this stream of automatic reflexes... is it only me... its just me and another me that is feeling half-crazy and with a steal armor around me, oh.. they... ah... their problems have nothing 2 do with me, I'm clean, I follow the rules I have made to protect me.... and i have so much power... no need to see them, just drive on, speed up! i´m going 2 a meeting where everybody will agree with meee, that those not with me should be put out of the way... or are we a family?
this is how it works in the ignorant state management today in Iceland and elsewhere, personal relations too, this not to see we are all of part of a psychic net emanating vibrations.. so we need to heal it all..... and i pray to u and 2 me, lets start another way...
where is the another way?
2 me.. i can only see one path available out... lets sit in a ring, all on the same level, no kings, no queens or all kings and all queens... and lit the fire in the middle... where is the talking stick? oh yea... here it is... let my heart speak, not my stomach, not the left brain... let it swing... let it pass around and around, let all feeling come out, good and bad, let it pass,.. u r the next one to open up your closet, tell where u r, how u feel in your holy temple... u got a hut, me 2... we have this circle together, we r the caretakers, we are the song, we r the blood and the dharma is raining and raining and raining over us, we have come home we r a child in the light shearing the joy and the cries... cry cry cry crying a crying in joy, com on baby, cry with me....
is it a mad mans dream that we can communicate heart to heart to each other openly. I´m not talking about just jump out naked among the trees like apes and be love... even though that´s perhaps the most cute solution...
I'm seeing us as one being
I'm seeing a structure based on a circle, enough many and enough few so that the know each other personally and have circles and solitude and be all bliss in different ways for each other and shearing 500 hectare of wild land with animals in harmony? Ecological but even also with nomad aliments...
what i am suggesting is a new way...
not the "goddests" with their own circles isolated from the boys like in the old days
not the power group of "gray magic" like last thousands of years
but a circle of individuals, both sexes all with their individual homes and growing ways... hobbit stile huts.... a village or the dragon of half-nomads travelling between two ore more residence places...a year, groups of 144, (or max 200, minimal 2... ) moving together as families, coordinated bye local Ting gatherings and on international scale, Rainbow circles for coordination in broader sense.
we are on the middle way
not one leader, not one way, not anarchism either, we have a circle to coordinate
not naked in the woods, but not capitalistic things production system either
not only girls elite or not only boys elite or no elite at all, just circles,u send one representative
to the next level in summer gatherings etc. Then u gradually come to a circle of 11. beings. The world coordinators. But they are not there to rule... but just as a symbol of unity.
ps im not a writer... I see this because its written inside me... its in the "junk part" of the genes probebly... i managed to get into this bank of memories through sacred passages... dreams and trust... but then I studied and found out.. yes this is the truth... I see it with both parts of my brain now... and what i see could fill a library. We can also say this in a different way... like.. I am a child of Loki... (in my mother line, through my father line i can understand Odin, but im not very interested, to sink my self into that pit) or he was my great, great, great...... great grandfather. Or simply, i am a man shearing his heart because of a inner pressure... because of love and a need for change... in me and u and all humans... not least in Iceland, for a better way. Holistic way... happy way and for the animals and the children of morning sun. We are all children of two suns. The older and the yonger like tribal people in America say. I know they are refering to the Matriark and the Patriarks. The women leading and the take over of the boys. (like Appalon) But we are also litterally children of the the big sun and the small one,... "created" or found in a time of need. The fire. Thats the sun driving us crazy now. In the hands of a blind user.
måndag 8 juni 2009
so now we know the theory about how things work in praxis...
Powerstructures! (or where does the concept of ownership and justification for power and importance start and culminate around)
the mother yes
it started there milljons of years ago and its still there...first one mother and then many togaether and then an elite with their mothers and the early leaders where meant to be protectors of the mother and then they got currupt and whent for the power them selfs and then it all whent wrong... we are there... powergame system its called... who is the one with the power, yesterday a sword, to day cunning with money... and persuation...
im afried the mothers today are just like the rest, feeling they are on their own... all prefound centers of the universe needing a man to help them he will make her into a property and all others become enimies... something to hold under control at least... hm... mothers alone without a circle to find support... circle of friends sitting bye the fire...
different believesystems have different angles... not fitting togeather... some mothers see a ting circle as a threat to their power situation ... her personal fear and defensiveness in stead of a chance of permanent healing and a challece of greatest importance and glad possibility to open and expand to an ever approching bliss!... hm.. almost too good this possibility of a circle and heart openness!... the circle protects all in such an approch... whatever comes up its allright... there is total openness and save space there..... many heats to support you and me... i think the circle is a friend of the mother and i think it is also a friend of the father and also a friend of the child, especially! And wholness. Thats the story of powerstructures. I feel its coming back to its root.
The polititions today are ignorannt pretenders and opertunetist. They are then bribed bye the power people... those using money for their own benefit. And all the professors and the priests and the cardinals.. all those pretending to be leaders and for wholeness. They close their eyes for a bribe... or they are ignorannts. Propebly both. So what to do? There is a lack of responsibility and a vision for the wholeness. I am suggesting we build it all up again from the ground. Through the family of 144 people in a group. Then we bridge the gap between this all to small and ignorant family of the partiark. From there we will get a responsible being.. the circle. Thats the only way for us.
sunnudags seiddnipartur- on a sunday afternoon
hmm.........all this shearing is a bit exhausting a work, specially when i´m not told from u people how u are and what you feel about all these shearing... so come out of your hiding in your closet... tel at least how u r
either it is nobody dears to say anything or nobody cares...
i´m sitting in a sea of tears and a sea of compassion
fylling og tómleiki dansa tvist innan manneskunnar
skuggarljós
æjá.... blessað langanaleysið
sunnudags seiddnipartur- on a sunday afternoon
hmm.........all this shearing is a bit exhausting a work, specially when i´m not told from u people how u are and what you feel about all these shearing... so come out of your hiding in your closet... tel at least how u r
either it is nobody dears to say anything or nobody cares...
i´m sitting in a sea of tears and a sea of compassion
fylling og tómleiki dansa tvist innan manneskunnar
skuggarljós
æjá.... blessað langanaleysið
Tara or in other words Sóley (sun island my mothers name)
http://www.quangduc.com/English/basic/54tara.html
This page sparked these thoughts about Tara in Buddhism and her origin place in poetical terms, this island in the sea and a woman and the realization that there is always a telepathic dialogue going on between female and male in us through the right side of the brain... becomes harmonic in the feeling of compassion... oneness, the feeling comes from this root, and vibrates also this... through the realization that we all have this mother together, she gives us unity... this is very deep in all religions and origin stories and in our deeper psyche
It also sparked many other thoughts... like Tara hill on Ireland....
if you read this slowly you will see the Buddhists have a goddess
(a psychological and historical memory to the mother time... the time of wisdom and love and holistics)
and nobody can become enlightened but through her... Tara Tuttare Turu Soha...(that is to say.. being supported by the female spirit... or telepathic hearts)
and this being is born from Buddas tear of compassion.. hmm (she entered Buddas mind in that way through a tear that becomes a sea and in the sea is a island and there is the mother)
she emerges from his deep memory, through compassion.. the feeling of unity
And the image is of coming from an island in the deep sea, tells me she is Ilmater (the mother of fire and humanity, as she has the same description... coming from this deep sea, as so many other origin stories)... or Soley, the island of the sun, a culture that was destroyed thousands of years ago, so thoroughly that nobody dears to remember her except in legends and dreams, she is called Snowwhite in one tail, Izanami in another, Isis in another, (a repeated theme of ice.. coming from the cold, from north) always giving and always mistreated in all the stories, most of the time we are told she never existed, but she is the mother of all the whole human family. The mother of this strange animal we should call the fire-ape
oh i just had a dream...
oh yes it is so... this is so, where r the glad songs?
where is one song in the north with true gladness in it?
1000 years of sorrow, 1000 years of cry cry, where have all the glad songs gone
is there a little melody? a true smile, is it all sold and drunk away all lyes
where is there a little heart smiling somewhere in the north, can u help me find that little smile .. in me here oh dear i am lookin i am looking through my heart for a glaad melody to cheer up my heart
how come? who has killed out all smiles 4 1000+ years, this is serious a search for a true smile in my heart... holiness bring me a reason for 2 smile truly from my heart almost nobody is smiling in Iceland. And rejoicing has not happened there in 11 or 12 hundred years, can u guess way? yes they can make fun of each other and say nasty things while drinkin but that´s not a true smile, that´s bitterness with pretentiousness on top.... the humor of Thorbergur is to show how stupid he is himself but most other humor in Iceland is mocking and that´s not true a joy in heart... and a frozen face is truly a typical sober icelander... the only glad songs i have found are ancient wooman songs from rural places in sweden... whole of norway has been ruined of true smiles also 4 as long as these 1200 years of viking occupation..hmmm.. i´m looking for a healing from more than 1000 years of occupation of vikings and Christian lyes over the north... and then competition and everything for sale.. how can we b glad then holyness show me a way... to joy up here in the north... true glad something ala halleee luuu (bye the way, hallelujah is not Christian... its far older all the way from Hel and the time when girls where free to laugh and dance in joy... and when a wooman smiles the me i will shine 2
well is it glad news that i might come home to u Iceland after being an outflow for 9 years now... do i have someone up there giving me a smile? or is there anyone around here with a cheer
a hug
and now i´m like the princess who only wanted someone who would make her smile...
well i´m ready to smile with u who is willing to go the way of wholeness, my smile is not 4 sale
can not smile at your problems either but when we flow together yea... i can
so where is your hand
who is waiting 4 whom... any point here "stendur i brekku brusaskeggur og bíður mín þar"
melancholic nation, drunk nation, stop chewing on lyes, cheer up and see the light
i´m coming and those wanting to hurt me and imprison me, i will kick their ass with a hug
well my dream was about a golden smile
from my whole being
and specially from the heart
there is no good people and no bad people, there is only polution of the mind or pure truth in mind
like the dharma-teacher Thich from Vietnam says... I saw pure hearts get filled up with hate in the vietnam war because they sow so much ugliness and injustice and lyes they got filled with anger.... but Thich went through the war and he could with the help of dharma teaching purify the mind from all evil and resentment... he is a hero of kindness and from such a heart we can learn
in a creative way how to be now, calm but awake, generous in bliss compassionate
but about the mind,how it works... here is a video from a person who "lost her mind" technically and in real... the left side that is to say... I feel the animals and small children are in this stage of mind and all the yogis who successfully can calm the mind on the left side... see it!
http://www.ted.com/index.php/talks/view/id/229
breath and enjoy! The great blisss is to let go of this mind of worries and rest in the now...
some thoughts about Iceland...
here are writings about the ancient history of Iceland. A much repressed material, as it deals with a prominent high culture of the girls in Ice-time. A culture that was destroyed bye the patriarchs and lyed out of history. But is now rising from the ashes. Atlantis has been here all the time. Its just a little bit more in the north than presumed bye Plato.
This island as I see it is the origin place of fire use on this planet. Way do I know this?... yes I have done a lot of comparing origin stories and creation stories to find out about this... well my mind revealed this to my after a lot of study, something inside me know this but it took me 20 years of investigation to grasp it into my conscious mind and it still is sinking in. I thought I a was crazy to begin with. Now I feel its normal to be crazy in this way.. and seeing Iceland as the root of the fire use of humanity. But I am afraid it will take more than hundred years for humans to realize this. At the moment I am the only one who knows. Its quite cute to know something alone. Of course its also cute we both know it. That will make Iceland a mother country of all fire users. Well perhaps its good they do not know all at ones. It will take time to prepare Iceland for all its children coming home. So smile with me.So many old holy secrets or surfacing now. We might get to know the sacred of happiness. And joyful living... We might get a chance to live it. In bliss for thousand of years or in to a remote infinity.... as is in fact normal for life... to be in bliss... I think the most miserable being on earth today is the human. Even though we can eat and dominate. We are in so much fear all of the time we forget the now... and without a now we have not a chance to live in bliss. But more and more people are getting the chance at least to let go of this fear when we see the obstacles we can get through them or around them. And one of the biggest handicap is to live in a lye about who you are...
I have talked a lot of the history, mostly on youtube and veoh.com, but lets talk about Iceland as it is now...
Yes... Iceland is with nature like Norway partly but less trees definitely... but there are trees there, specially in the north and north east, but mostly small trees. Then Iceland has a lot no other country in the north has. Strange surrealistic colors, yellow and violet and blue tones of infinite variety. Hot springs and bubbling clay pots. Glatsiers and vulcan´s and endless varieties of weather. (so bring some warm cloths) We will definitely go bathing in the wilderness when we come to iceland in many places. I don't know anyone who knows more of these old bathing places than me. (if you have any question in particular just make a comment here ... Then I can answer you.... and here is my telephone nr. in case 0046 (0)73 9138535
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This trip to Iceland is like a fairy tail 4 me, I do not know where to go really, well most of my visualizations have somehow been culminating around the snow mountain called Snæfell or Snæfellsjökul (u see the connection, to snowwhite and Isis and Izanami the ladies from the ice mountain) so I would not b surprised we would go there, its on the south west side of the island (yea just this word in english is like the word geyser originating up there, the concept island comes from Iceland as well as the concept geyser because in a very early time there was no other island existing in our minds but this one as we where all living there and then we brought the concept to other islands with us and all our way´s of seeing things) But before we come to the west side of Iceland we will pass through other zones pretty attractive especially the scouting group as we will have so long time to explore the varieties of the landscape and the history attached to it. I do not know if we take the south route or the northern route or go over the middle when we drive from Seithisfjörthur on the east side where the ship lands with us from the maine land (from the earth in old terms, as we r then coming to heaven the old name for this ancient place) but this we will decide together. But one little farmhouse we might visit in the north east called Sænautasel on Jökuldalsheithi. Most modest a turf-huts we have now-adays, rebuilt bye a friend of mine now dead and a teacher in house-making Sveinn Einarsson from Hrjót. He was a story teller and true heart a being unforgettable personality. I was lucky to b able to work with him for many years.
some photos from there... (made in a wintertime)
http://www.alexholden.net/photos/index.php?album=%2FIceland_2003%2F&page=14
another link showing Sænautasel in the summertime
http://nemendur.khi.is/elissvei/torfi/
some thoughts about Iceland...
I have talked a lot of the history, mostly on youtube and veoh.com, but lets talk about Iceland as it is now...
Yes... Iceland is with nature like Norway partly but less trees definitely... but there are trees there, specially in the north and north east, but mostly small trees. Then Iceland has a lot no other country in the north has. Strange surrealistic colors, yellow and violet and blue tones of infinite variety. Hot springs and bubbling clay pots. Glatsiers and vulcan´s and endless varieties of weather. (so bring some warm cloths) We will definitely go bathing in the wilderness when we come to iceland in many places. I don't know anyone who knows more of these old bathing places than me. (if you have any question in particular just make a comment here ... Then I can answer you.... and here is my telephone nr. in case 0046 (0)73 9138535
http://www.myspace.com/tryggvihansen
http://www.soundclick.com/members/tryggvi
http://www.soundclick.com/tryggvihansen
http://www.youtube.com/amabamanam
http://www.veoh.com/users/tryggvigunnarhansen
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=730723682
register and ask for friendship...
This trip to Iceland is like a fairy tail 4 me, I do not know where to go really, well most of my visualizations have somehow been culminating around the snow mountain called Snæfell or Snæfellsjökul (u see the connection, to snowwhite and Isis and Izanami the ladies from the ice mountain) so I would not b surprised we would go there, its on the south west side of the island (yea just this word in english is like the word geyser originating up there, the concept island comes from Iceland as well as the concept geyser because in a very early time there was no other island existing in our minds but this one as we where all living there and then we brought the concept to other islands with us and all our way´s of seeing things) But before we come to the west side of Iceland we will pass through other zones pretty attractive especially the scouting group as we will have so long time to explore the varieties of the landscape and the history attached to it. I do not know if we take the south route or the northern route or go over the middle when we drive from Seithisfjörthur on the east side where the ship lands with us from the maine land (from the earth in old terms, as we r then coming to heaven the old name for this ancient place) but this we will decide together. But one little farmhouse we might visit in the north east called Sænautasel on Jökuldalsheithi. Most modest a turf-huts we have now-adays, rebuilt bye a friend of mine now dead and a teacher in house-making Sveinn Einarsson from Hrjót. He was a story teller and true heart a being unforgettable personality. I was lucky to b able to work with him for many years.
some photos from there... (made in a wintertime)
http://www.alexholden.net/photos/index.php?album=%2FIceland_2003%2F&page=14
another link showing Sænautasel in the summertime
http://nemendur.khi.is/elissvei/torfi/