hmm.. answere to Joko on facebook, with the question on where from Hallowin comes

Heilolouuu ..
The root Hal is the same as in Haleluja... and Helios the sun.. Hel was the represantant of the sun... the most respected female of the tribal time... often the grandmother in the oldest rootfamily... in the place where fireuse was first introdused... Hel becomes a goddess of death in the world of the asas.. the first organized warmashine in history... a woolfclan coming from Persia up to the black sea and then to Sweden, making everything into private property, 2 and 3 millenum back.. they come up north to destroy the old Hel of the wholeness... the leader of the girls before the boys made a revolution against the girls... the first attack against Hel was actually just before the flood.. perhaps almost 12000 years ago... Hel is the same as Demater in the in the Greek terminalogy... the real old fire-goddess (a female leader representing the sun... and the protector of the fire, the little sun... and all knowledge.. more loved and more feared than the pope ever) So what we call farmers later is this people that come north from Little Asia.. they rob the land and kill those who oppose and make those they can cats into slaves... this is called zivilitasion in our programming... we dont even know we are slaves... we have never lived free... like the sheeps and the cows we have been kept ignorannt bye the slavedrivers... what else? they want us love them like we used to love Hel... before this war we where all living in big families... just like the indians in amerika before the cowboys.. the nature people of europe... all cinds of shamanistic familigroups... so this is a long story.. I can tell you about it ... Basically all was stolen from the nature people and still we are inside at heart nature children.. we are just not tought so... I see the whole story from the time we got the fire... this sun and fire highest responsible person was living far north... on a woolcan island in the deep sea... inside a mountain in a cave ... people could get there bye walking over the ice... for thousends of years... anyway... Hel was doomed to death... and forexample the old firefestival.. (how we got the fire in the middle of the darkest time) was stolen and became christmass... then still dovoted to Hel those who wanted to remember ancient Hel started to make another gathering for Hel... gradually it would only be allowed if it was about the dead... and for the christian this was to see how ugly death is ... in contrast with eternal life... rituals here around have gradually become mostly phocused on uglyness and terror... and that can be understood spycologically as remembering the wund... the rejected pain deep inside us... this pain has do do with a repressed feeling coming from this wars and lyes.. this genoside everywhere it has happened now... all over the globe in every corner... all this has been lyed out of history... about how it started... and tvisted... now we are told we have always been stubid and evel and selfish... but all this is a part of the great denial... that there ever happened ... and its propebly the most real foot in all the conspirisy...the deep wund between man and woman and all these powerelemennts introduced with this ownership of land and tyrany... before people sat in a circle.. and coordinated like we still do in families... somewhere i hope but its all becoming squer when the boys took over.. and same with houses and way of thinking... anyway.. the word Hallo comes also from Hel and Holyness and wholesomeness and healing... yes Hellas and Helvetika.. etc etc. Helena also... and Helge.. holyday... Anyway... all about Hel is a big subject... its our great grandmother... mother of humans... same as Gaja and Izinagi... from her comes Isis and Irine to ireland from north... and then these girls go to Creta... called Rea there and then to Egypt... and to east... Kina and Japan... in China she was called the lady of the west in some cronologies.. So she was the sun and was doomed to death bye a male dominators from the south... Partly people who actually came from the north 30.000 years ago. This we morse in bye making strange jokes on Halloine... This is our rejected roots if you want to know more about this story ... write me

and thanks for all your creative goodwill

heilooou

Tryggvi

Lohi and Laufey

all those times i have been talking about Lohi the grand whits of the north... or Isis... and Irine, Sóley, Laufey and Loka Laufeyjarson... Actually and unbelieveably my mothers name is and was Sóley and my grandmothers name was Laufey... the island of leaves... and I believe Laufey and Lohi is the same word and referance... the island itself had this poetic name and this woman who was this islands representant.. the visest being in the oldest rootfamily in human history.. the actual creators of humanity... she was called sungooddess and was a kind of pope of the old knowledge...

hei hei hei.... if u can wake your spirit..

in the singalong walkingdance.. say hei hei

meditation

how come my heart is so heavy?
and my breath withdrawn?

where is the source of my unrest?

i wana be a..

i wana be a free flying light

yes just a plain gentle angel like a butterfly

living for a whole night

just to see the sun rise high

sending out endless rain of love

refered madness called love

if u immagine u r me
so when u do something for me u r doing it to yourself... u r being funny and nice to yourself when u pliese me

is this madness?

being

what my heart is feeling?

or isid thinking or just sensing

the breath of this sea?

...

grabbing hold of something in this endless stream of digital heat

seems of no relevance

am i able to moove this stone of my chest?

are we choosing a way out of misery brothers and sisters?

is there a way out of the moneygames?

..

,,,-

what is here?

I feel like we are too far apart

to much this gap between

to many unspoken words

understandings of exeptance, many have been intergrated, yet are to be done

directly within and between

i feel we have a long way to go togeather and each for him/herself

for integration on this path to blish

useful?

but im beginning to feel that i am talking to an open sea

is there a fractile, a cave, a woomb for me to be?

to visper for infinity to infinity..

here!

yes

i agree with you
there is nothing more to life
than this love

and i sence this wound all the time

this vast sea...

and your argumennt is absalutly sound

you are right, we are one in heart



miss healing sun kiss

i miss your flesh