way are we here? and how to make it better?

i feel it is hard to express oneself through words... even in life circles among living sensitive beings who are there to understand each other and really shearing their hearts it is not easy but perhaps yes less hard than among people who are not lishening for anything else than to proof how stubit you are... picking up some detail to hack on...

even at such distance as this... on to the net... yes to shear on to the net is pritty brave a thing to do considering anyone can read it for a looong time... not only for a moment like life conversation or most media.. yes all other media relies on the moment or a day or a week oor month a monthly magazine, but this one is there for years... i dont think forever.. i m not shour if we will like to have the computermadness going on in an inlightened culture?... its so distracting from real life to relate to... and too something in so many ways restricting... yes okei i can see it has an input at thees days... when we need to open up to a large descution on values and what and who we are and where we came from... what happened? way are we in this nonsence situation! And what to do then when we have analized this situation